Day 19: sigh

Today was a rather bad day. To start it off I had to work my ass off in the morning doing laundry, dishes, cleaning my room, and cleaning the bathrooms in order to go with my best friend and his date to the movies. I was extremely tired in the morning so I was pretty grumpy while doing the chores.So time comes up to go and meet everone at the promenade so I leave. Turns out Kevin had planned for the wrong movie time which I personally was pretty funny. So we basically walked around and finally had some lunch. We waited for everyone else to show up. After that we went in to see the Green Hornet which I believe was the highlight of my day. Soon after that I suggested we go to the pier and chill since we had about half an hour to kill. So we went to the arcade and Kevin and his date and Rebecca and Livio went and took some pictures in the photobooths while I played Guitar Hero. After that we just wandered on the pier till it was time for Jocelyn to leave than we went and waited with her til she got picked up. Then It was just me and Kevin and the love birds. I had to walk back to school to get picked up so I left and got home and my mom makes me move all the (pardon my french) fucking fire wood from one side of the yard to the other. So that is my day in a nutshell...Why I had such a bad day is pretty simple. While I was hanging out with all of them I felt lonely...Now this may sound selfish but It wasn't because they were all into each other...no. I actually felt bad because all my closest friends have significant others so basically now I wont have anyone to hang with just me and Brian. Also what got me down was the fact that my presence to day wasn't really neccessary at all. They would of have been just fine with out me and I would have spared my self the awkward notion of being the fifth wheel. But with all that said the thing that bugged me the most was that I had worked my ass off for basically nothing cause I didn't really need to go. You're probaly thinking to yourself "Why has Alex been such a whiny bitch lately" well I'm sorry I just needed somewhere to vent my feelings and what better place than the Internet.
P.s. I'm not made at my friends, I love them all to death and I hope they know this was nothing against them.